Thinking just hurts
Here in my
Eternal freeze but
Really what do I deserve? Please
Ensure me that this
Insanity will someday leave
Nothing adds up when I’m
Loving my afflictions
In and out of
every thing, the world cannot
Satisfy me and my convictions

Taking my thoughts aside
Hearing sirens in the distance
Excruciating compromise
Can I truly risk this?
Only time, they say can tell
My distinction and my purpose
Planned out however well you’re still
Lying if you say
It’s not all worthless so
Carry me home
And please put me to bed I
Think I need to be alone
Inside my room and my head
Oh what a tragedy that
No one will ever see